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Sean.. Update blog.. Why got nothing in your blog for this few months? Busy for what le? UPDATE!!!

Sean busy with a lots stuff during the holidays until now.. Good things & bad things, all mix around, but bad things i not going wrote here.. Hehe.. For personal stuff, Sean is busy hang out with friends yam cha and tidy up house.. At beginning, Sean can’t find a part time job.. Most of the time hang out with friends and stay at home helping mum clean the house, hoho.. Find out a lots childhood things, a bit stupid when go through.. Hahaha..

Celebrate my friend’s birthday

For part time stuff, Sean is busy attended Success Training Seminar (STS), Home Opportunity Meeting (HOM), meeting with sponsor and distribute flyers.. Sean stop stand to the notion before because he know that he won’t achieve his target if his continuous his life normally.. Sean join Herbalife International now.. A company with a mission to changing people’s life.. Sean is fat but can lost nearly 6kg and improve health in 2months.. Hoho.. Thanks to Herbalife.. For those wanna lose weight / gain weight / improve health or wanna join Work From Home can give me a call on 012-4793499.. To friends, welcome to call for nonsense talk.. Hehe..


This young man is Chris Lo, 28 years old from Hong Kong.. A millionaire who retire when 25 years old with currently monthly income of RM80k.. Wow.. So amazing, hope someday I would become another of him.. Hehe.. ^^

Book Fair Layout

I also work as MPH part time promoter in Village Mall, Sungai Petani for book fair during holidays.. Quite enjoy because never feel pressure, can walk around chatting and play the music I like when work, just legs will feel a bit pain only.. Besides, supervisor quite good to us, can go play Dota after work until 3-4am.. Hehe.. There is some people ask for selling the CDs that I play and some of my friends give me a name as Love Song Prince.. Haha..Last day of fair, we all tidy up until 5+am.. Very tired because we have to arrange into 3 Cargo hand-by-hand due to some technical problems.. 3 of my friends and me also got the chance go Taiping Sentral work.. Although just work for 1 hour, but we get RM70 pay each.. Hehe..

Wah.. 3 Cargo ar? Rest 1st..

Others stuff, Sean sacrifice few weeks holidays back University earlier to involve in University program - MINDS (Minggu Induksi Siswa).. For the first time, Sean joining university program and MINDS also first time handle fully by students and added community service.. Sean join as program coordinator.. Big responsibility cause every single slot is important and everything have to make sure run smoothly.. Sean learn a lots things, know more people, mature a bit and etc.. But sad, don’t have more chances to close to junior.. Haha.. Although there is lots of dissatisfaction, stress and tired, but Sean is happy because he gain a great experience in his university life..

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It start with zero but end up with a sweet memories..

After back to Uni, my laptop broken.. Can’t even open, just black screen only.. Going Shah Alam head quarter repair, luckily under warranty.. If not, I have to pay for RM1300 replace new motherboard.. Thanks to KC fetch me around find that company.. Aiya.. Forget to treat you a meal, treat back later ya.. Hehe.. That day, I manage to buy myself a new shoes.. Although not branded but it look nice, finally I got new shoes.. Hehe..

All white.. nice?

After that, a new semester begin.. This semester a bit disorder, issue Kolej Kediaman 4 cause our house conference place (living room) have been capture become some people’s room and our house mess-up with LAN cabel.. We all can’t get used because can’t scream / laugh loudly or even run.. Issue main campus delaying make us suffer cause can’t get better situation / place to have class.. But now everything settle already.. Hehe..

Now look better and normal.. ^^v

Second week of semester, MINDS 2 for second intake students start.. Luckily just busy for few days only, not several weeks.. This time is about 200 students, much easier than 1600 students.. Quite relax compare MINDS 1, can smile much.. Haha.. Got people say I’m with black face when MINDS 1 in fact that is serious face, but never mind Sean not used to be like that..

Gemuruh song.. Last part act cute..Hehe

1 week before going study at main campus, Pekan.. My friends and I joining “Ying Xin Hui” which organized by Jawatankuasa Kebudayaan Cina (JKC) at beautiful temple “Wang Fo Dian” in Kuantan.. The program is expedite the relationship between senior and junior and is my first time joining JKC program.. Hehe.. Long time never going temple already, this time I got chance to 3 step a pray and patter.. Quite enjoy..

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My group.. ^^v

I going Shah Alam to take my laptop after 3 weeks repairing.. Finally I can use my laptop already, thanks to those who borrow me laptop for play game and browse internet.. But sad because all my data and picture all these years gone cause have to format without any backup.. I got chance to stay at my aunt’s house, go shopping with my sister and cousin them.. Lastly I treat them eat Pizza Hut.. Hehe.. It’s a great experience walk alone in Kuala Lumpur, but I hate being alone now, hate the feeling of lonely.. Haha.. Finally our house buy a water filter already.. We all don’t have to spend money and time to buy RO water already.. Hehe.. I undertake installing the pipe.. Big project.. Finally no need suffer due to RO machine problem.. Huhu..

Pure Tech.. cost RM198..

Finally, lecturer room in main campus is done and FKM & FKEE students going Pekan study and finally I can experience going school by bus.. 3 8 le.. Haha.. Actually not that happy because have to wake up earlier to prepare and sit 1 hours plus journey, some more the bus is in bad condition.. First day give me the bad impression already because the bus I take don’t have no air-condition and nearly want break down in half way of journey.. After 1 week operational, I heard that some bus reach ultimate already because some have to stop service and repairing.. Haha.. Imagine yourself, what bus they provided.. I'm tired because have to climb staircase, but I the next day I used lift already.. Hope can used always.. Hehe.. At last, i feel disappointed because some people do not appreciate, they smoking in toilet, dirty up the toilet and etc.. Bastard..

FKM, UMP.. Campus Pekan

Picture adapted from KC's blogspot.. This is the bus..

Last day of PC fair in my hometown, I manage to go and buy something.. Plan to buy 2Gb RAM but too expensive then change to buy a headset because my headset broken long time ago but haven’t buy a new one, 4Gb pendrive to replace my 2 pendrive which i don’t know when get lost.. Haha.. So careless..

New pendrive & Headset

H1N1 encroach.. Many school or university have been shut down for a week.. My University joining them close a week for guard against students get infection.. There is some students have been quarantine included my neighbour.. Scary, don’t know I get influent o not? I got symptom of H1N1 for several days, but now ok a bit, left cough haven recover.. Haiz.. My 1 week holiday end without doing anything, just sleep rest eat and also marathon-ing movie all the time.. Haha..

Take good care of urself, my friends

Sean a bit mad recently.. Don't know what inside his mind.. A bit confusing.. A bit disorder.. Don't know what should i do.. So scary this feeling, really helpless.. Haiz.. Just like getting sea wave come again and again, can't do anythings..

So Messssssssssssy..

What i doing during this holiday?

I feel bored during this semester break not only because not job but have no idea where should i go.. Rot in room for about 2 weeks already like a zombie until i forget what day is today.. Sometimes go online at petrol station to spend my time.. But luckily i can spend some time to clear my house.. Recycle the book that used before, that is so many.. Several box and yet still a lot not yet pack.. The book is my siblings but mostly is mine.. Just realize that i'm so hardworking when childhood.. A lot exercise and reference book i got for that time.. Be ashamed of now because i'm so lazy if compare before.. Haha.. Time have change a lot things, i also change a lot already..

Been challenged

I can't doing anything to remedy.. I been challenged, this time i loss all of my confident.. Full confidence at beginning when facing the problem but at last ended with scars.. Despondency and sigh in despair.. What can i do now?

Sigh

Midnight 2am, heavy rain outside, do you coverlet yourself well? So miss you now.. Suddenly feel qualm, a lots apprehension and I can’t do anything.. Maybe I’m too sensitive but there are.. Suffering cough and I feel painful now even just take medicine.. Every night hardly to sleep and can’t sleep well.. I been coughed for two weeks already but haven’t recover yet.. Haiz..

8 lies scatters by Mothers

1. When childhood, the young boy family is very poor, when eats meal, the food always insufficiently to eats, the mother apportions her bowl in food the child to eat. The mother ask their children eat quickly, I am not hungry! - - the mother scatters first lies.

2. When the boy growing, his mother commonly used Sunday relaxation time goes to buy fish for their the children to make up the calcium. The children eat fish's time, the mother gnaws the fish bone in the one side, licks on the fish bone's meat with the tongue to soak. The boy loves dearly, clamps own bowl in fish in the mother bowl, asks the mother to eat the fish. The mother does not eat, the mother uses the chopsticks to clamp the fish in boy's bowl. The mother said that the child, eats quickly, I do not like eating the fish! - - the mother scatters second lies

3. During school, in other to give suffices school expenses, the mother goes to the residents' committee to get the matchbox taking the goods home and has made some money for home use. In once winter, the boy wake at midnight and saw the mother's body is sticking the matchbox under the oil lamp. The boy said that the mother to rest, tomorrow morning you have to go to work. The mother smiles and said to the child, rests quickly, I am not sleepy! - - the mother scatters third lies

4. College entrance examination year, the mother asked for leave stands daily to participate and to lead a cheer. When brings forth the midsummer, the hot sun overhead, as soon as the tenacious mother stands under the hot sun is several hours. The test ended with the bell sound, the mother has moved forward to meet somebody hands over a cup to soak the good strong tea with the preserving jar to urge the child to drink, the tea was also thick, the sentiment was thicker. Is looking at the lip which and the full head's beads of sweat the mother splits, boy's instead hands over hand in preserving jar invites the mother to drink. The mother said that the child, drinks quickly, I am not thirsty! - - the mother scatters four lie 　

5. After the father pass away, father responsibility become mothers', she have to closed right up against herself to suffer great hardships in tailoring society that meagre incomes to pulling several children, give them education, the day passed is miserable beyond description. Under the alley street intersection telephone pole repairs the table after Uncle Li knows, the important matter minor matter picks a quarrel hits a helper, moves the coal, selects carries water, delivers a land tax to help out financially the boy in the family. The person non-vegetation, who can be heartless. The friends and neighbors watch with the tail of eye regarding this, bear in mind, urges the mother to remarry, why painstakingly oneself. However the mother actually has maintained one's moral integrity for many years, does not marry throughout, others urge again, the mother also decidedly does not listen, the mother said that I do not love! - - scatters five lie 　　　　　　

6. After the boy and sibling graduated and starts to work, came off sentry duty the mother has suspended the stall maintenance life at the neighbor agricultural market fair. The body after the outside areas work's children knew frequently remits money to subsidize the mother, the mother does not want firmly, and refuse to take. The mother said that I am enough to spend! - - scatters six lie

7. The boy had been admitted to done famous university's postgraduate candidate, after the graduation, keeps a foreign scientific research institution work, the treatment is nice and the condition has been good, the boy wanted to meet his mother and bring her there but declined by his mother. The mother said that I am not familiar with it! - - scatters seven lie 　　　　

8. In old age, the mother has contracted serious illness and has been admitted to the hospital. The boy rush back and saw his mother suffocated after the technique. The mother has been old, looks at the mother who is suffered by illness suffers extreme distress, the boy is being deeply grieved with flowing tears. The mother said to the child, do not cry, I am not sore. - - scatters last lies



Just want to say Happy Mothers Day to the mother of the world especially to my beloved mother.. Thanks mum and I love you..
P/s: Condolence to my friend that lose his mother today.. To others, remember to show filial obedience before too late..

Bleeding feeling

Gull myself, it still in existence, tears constantly drop down.. I don’t want to tell apart, I don’t wan to accept but endure; pretend don’t know and don’t understand.. How to stop the fade? I don't know what to do now.. I totolly don’t like this feeling but still have to face it now.. Why me again? WHY? Haiz..

Home sweet home

Finally I reach home after suffer several hours in the bus.. I can’t sleep properly and feeling uncomfortable when in bus just now because the bus like sea rover keep shaking.. Qualm and funk.. This feeling incomprehensibility such a bad sign.. Haiz.. Just hope everything will be fine even get intensive body pain now.. Hopefully this time home I can spend right time as what I had plan before going back on earlier June for university activity..

ProMinds

This is the first activity that I joined since I entering University.. Be ashamed of this because I always talk to myself that I will join university activity to enrich my knowledge and soft skills but empty boasting.. 4 days 3 night at Pusat Latihan dan Rekreasi Tebing Tinggi Segamat, Johor giving me a good experiences and profound knowledge that I will never realize..

A lot of activity conducted such as talk, jungle tracking, cooking, jogging and so on.. Each activity giving me a chance to learn new things.. Long time didn’t go camping already, lucky I still can managed to finish it although I sick.. Hehe..



Some memories still fresh in my minds.. Like first day there, I accidently strand the spaghetti (charge stuff) just after receive it.. Haha.. Such careless mistake draws an unforgettable memories, me and some members get punishment with sing a forgive song in malay (Maafkan Kami) for more than 30 minutes.. But we also dare to play around when singing.. Hehe..



Among the talk, I been attracted by a talk presented by Prof Sabaruddin that share a lots of facts and experiences in workplaces, give me a brief introduction and useful input.. In the camp, we been give a task for cook.. Fry chicken, vegetable soup, salted fish and rice is our menu.. I’m enjoying the process maybe because I seldom and long time didn’t cook already.. The food cooked is “eatable”.. We also asked to feed each other use hand a use spoon..



I can’t forget a new experience that I get from this camp that is I pumping more than 100 times and get blind scold from coach.. Haiz.. After that is the jungle tracking activity and end with activity plunge into water (biskut rendam air the tanpa gula).. My body damn pain when coming back because of the 100 times pumping.. T.T

Some of the activity mess up and not really nice.. A lot unhappy things happened but we have to endure.. It is hard for everyone to work together from different background but yet impossible mission.. All activities are press to Slogan “one for all, all for one” in other to bring up teamwork and so on.. Endure and tolerate is what I learn in this camp.. It is good to train ourself and grow up.. Wish that Minds 2009 everything smooth and success.. ^^

Happy Holidays

After suffering for several month, hohoho.. Time for holiday.. Hehe.. I can go back enjoy my holidays at home loo.. When think i can go home, i feel happy and hope can spend happy moments and stay close.. Hehe.. Take care my friends and happy holidays.. See you all soon.. ^^

MesSy

Semester 4 gonna end soon.. What i can say is my MESSY semester !!! It seems very hard for me to concentrate or pay much attention same as when i just start my university life.. I have weird feeling and doubt about my ability now.. So many crap things play non-stop in my mind everyday and make me lost.. But saying so it just mean I'm a rubbish to the society because i give a lot of reason to excuse my fault.. I'm so immature.. How could i so easy affected by external causes and don't know measure the severity of the matter.. Mess up my mind and my life.. I'm a loser !!! I'm finding my ways out before become putrid and incurable.. Could anyone advise me? T.T

REMEMBER !!!

Study week

Study..?

Study week seem like a very relaxing week but actually is backslide week for me.. Play game, browse forum and watch movie is my favour in study week while my friends more busy for football which i not really interested.. Haha.. Every students busy preparing their last preparation now before entering exam hall.. Seem like i miss the last preparation and i going to hell soon for sure.. Current progress in study week, Crap knowledge [100%] but Study Knowledge [0%].. Haha.. Don't dare to imagine my everything going downhill, be strong now.. Cheer for final exam.. Good luck to me and good luck to everyone..

Puzzled

Night make me puzzled..

I personally very like night time.. It very comfortable and let myself feel .. Can think a lot thing i done before.. By the time, some people have dreams, while some people can't sleep.. Just like me, night sometimes make me hard to fall asleep.. Please forgive me, so often can't easily fall asleep at night, i feel sleepy but can't sleep.. Haha.. But sometimes night make me crazy, there is a question come out in my mind, how 2 know well a person? Is a deep and mysterious question.. I seem step into the mistiness and lost the ability to undestand.. There are a lot of people wandering around, but we don't know what they think even friends behind us.. Haiz.. How your all know a person very well? Is it by intercommunion? or by observe?

Aircraft & Emotional week

Last week can say is a holiday for us but i didn't going home.. I spend my time mostly on search and make a aircraft using polystyrene for Fluid Mechanics 2's project which will present on Wednesday.. It is a knotty problem which we all have to think how to design the aircraft and make sure it fly as longer as possible..

Final dash

So desperate when doing the aircraft, so many sample create myself alone but again and again encounter failure.. How is the result? Totolly crap, it just fly for 2.3 seconds, worst than the tested result 7++ seconds at ground..

- Competition day -
The man take the BIGGEST aircraft
Fly longer also

It really no worth, i spend my sleeping time to make sure the aircraft fly longer even i donated blood on that day and it's not fair also since polystyrene is the material state but some using impure material, next time i don't want be honest anymore.. At last, I wanna say sorry to those doing report because disappointed you both and i get damn angry while doing the aircraft.. What the crap.. Haiz..

Fragmentation of polystyrene

Simon, KC, Ping and me so angry after the test, so the remaining polystyrene is the victim.. At last become fragmentation, didn't realise the so many polystyrene used.. Haha.. Sorry that create a lot polution.. After cleaning the polystyrene, we all wash the floor togather and have fun.. Haha.. To those in the house, please keep our house clean especially toilet.. We are not CLEANER, you all have to contribute also, there is no excuse.. Don't let the thing reach critical..

Floor is clean and nice to step on

Within this week, i have done my 5th time donation blood.. It's done when the lecturer suddenly cancel the class and the event is held behind the class.. Many of our classmate also having blood donation also.. My buddy, KC done his first time blood donation.. Thought that he underweight can't donate but at last he donate 350cc and know the blood kind.. Yeah.. This time i got a bit fear since trainee nurses serve me, so worry she doing mistake.. Haha..

I help as much as i can~
How about you?

So sad.. There is a bad new i get now is i overweight already.. Sometimes i also been called as fatty.. Haha.. Although it was a truth, but i never believe until i measure myself during blood donation.. It's no longer within the standard range in BMI, wuwu.. Always say wanna eat little and do more exercise but at last it just simply say only, but now i gonna do sit up before going sleep, hope can see some different later..

I wanna be slim down ~

The week was suck, every exasperating thing happen.. Don't know how to describe the feeling and express via the correct ways.. It's hard to be neutral now.. Being a good person is cruel to their own, finally i experience myself..

No worth sad for non-sense people & event

So must ignore them, yeah..

It was so sad that i can't back to my sweet home during the holiday which some of my friends going back.. Can have fun with family even someone closest in heart.. I also hope that i can home but i tight to the budget.. It's have no choice to stay here.. I can't bear everything happen here, it was too much already.. I wanna be home right NOW..

I miss you ~

Boring but worthiness

Today, 3 of our housemate going outing, i not join because i tight to budget.. The house remain another housemate and me.. It's very boring day since i have nothing to do.. I plan to study, but it's damn hot, i can't even concentrate at all.. Can't have a nap also.. Movie mode [ON] for the evening.. I watch National Geographic - KLCC In The Making, Mega structures - Palm Island (The World's Most Extreme Island), Ultimate Factories - Ferrari and Extreme Engineering - Kuala Lumpur Mega Tunnel.. The show was open's my eyes, i was absorb by the technology and the engineering.. It's was so amazing, fantastic and unbelievable.. That's impressive and i adore the architect who can design the great building and dealt with the crisis for the building.. The show give me a lots of knowledge and answer up all the query i face before.. Yeah..

Petronas Twin Tower (KLCC)

Palm Island in Dubai

There is a bad news when they coming back from Kuantan.. My housemate's motor was steal in East Coast Mall's parking lot..Malaysia Boleh, that is the culture.. Sweat.. Luckily he bought a first class premium, can get amends or else he just blindly lost the motor which cost about RM3000++.. Talk about the good thing.. Hehe.. I get the belated birthday gift from Annie & Hamtaro.. Both of them give me a shirt as gift.. I like the shirt, thank you very much.. Never thought i will get gift even though my birthday pass long time already.. I really appreciated.. Hehe.. Thanks again..

Especially thanks to Annie & Hamtaro

Jogging and Cleaning day

Yesterday i jogging with my housemate.. Went to construction site which close to my house, try to discovery what they build.. It was a Halal food court which estimate will done by end of this year.. Look forward for more varieties food inside our University which we eat almost same kinds of food everyday..

Future Halal Food Court

Long ways of jogging, my shoe getting dirty due to the slush.. I wash the shoes since i have been long time didn't wash for the shoe.. Excuse me, i'm dirty guy.. Haha.. I have dinner in Gambang with my housemate.. I ate "lou mee", it was very delicious but at half way of eating, i found a fly.. Sweat, i wanna puke.. Don't know how many flies i ate already, i don't dare to think much.. 3 of my housemate going back because got holiday in Monday (Muslim's big day).. I take this chance to clear my room and house also.. Haiz.. Me again doing those cleaning, no one help also.. Wuwu.. T.T..

Routine needed

Clean up is part of your life
Do you do so?

OMG, i have severe obsessive, i NEED a space that clean and in order.. Sweep the floor and wash toilet seem to be my job in this house.. Feel anger why nobody aware the house is dirty and in disorder.. Sometimes i let it be, but at last i have to clean it myself.. I especially don't like the person who always claim toilet got foul smell but they never wash for it.. I also hate those who always take but never give anything.. Feel sienz and ANGER even warning for many times but still.. Maybe it just my problem only, can't blame anyone.. But next semester, i hope will have a routine to make sure everyone contribute to the house..

Today i very sleepy in Thermodynamics class because got a lot of theory and i don't understand at all.. Always like that when a lot of theory is impart.. Haha.. Another thing is my friends and me been fool by lecturer and classmate.. The class was cancel but nobody told us.. Luckily we make a call and realise, didn't waiting there so long wasting times.. At night time, kc, Simon, Hamtaro, Shia and me go Pasar Malam.. First time in this semester, seem i just went Pasar Malam once in every new semester.. Hehe.. Kc and hamtaro get a gift from sky, a bird shit.. Shia been play by KC with the bird's shit.. Funny..

Pandan Tao Fu Fa
Remember maa?

Forever Love

Regret that i don't have any picture with dad

Suddenly i so miss my father.. So miss when the time he with me and my family.. When i thinking of my father, my tears falling down.. I feel sorrow because i just have several years memories only with my beloved father.. He been pass away when i still young (Standard 2) but the memories still deep inside my heart.. I still remember he cycle me to my grandma's house.. Fetch me to school.. Accompany and teach me doing homework.. Scold me and even the time you laying at Hospital.. It still fresh like happen yesterday.. But everything that i think it just a memories, it no longer real for me.. I miss you so much and I love you, dad..

p/s : take care and filial piety to your parent before it late..